The place im from has a few names, one of them is The Black Hole. Now that im out that hole i miss it but when i was there all i wanted was to be out that place. Its like when someone has done 20years in prison and comes home to find out all they know is the inside. Im starting a new life so i must make new goals. Also new rules to live by. Putting God first and never give up on myself will stay the same in my life. I know if i say i can do something then i can. Im not a person who says i cant. Im always thinking, I dont know how to take my thinking cap off. When i meet a person or see a person, I dont see them as they are on the outside because i look at people like this, everyone has a stone and everytime something happens in your life a part of your stone changes more and more into what its to become. I belive my pain comes from the way i see myself. Not looking at my pictures but deep down inside of me. Things have to take place in my life that will change the way i see myself for me to be happy. I know it will take time, rushing never gets you no where. Taking it day by day and reading what people has to say helps me alot. Thanks.